Zindagi Ka Pata

Ek Roz Zindagi Ka Maine Pucha Pata

Rehti Hai Tu Kaha… Ek Thikana Bata

Zindagi Muskura Kar Yeh Boli Mujhe

Dhundh Shiddatt Se… Milungi Tujhe

Main Wahi Hu Jaha Tune Socha Nahi

Rote Baache Ke Aansu Ko Pocchha Nahi

Haan…Main Uski Muskaan Me Hu Chupi

Tu Hasa Kar Usse … Dhundh Le Zindagi

Dhundh Paaye Na Abhi Toh Teri Khata

Ek Roz Zindagi Ka Maine Pucha Pata…

Fir Who Boli..Mera Ek Thikana Nai

Paas Aai Bhi Toh Tune Jana Nahi

Ek Bhuke Ko Tu Pet Bhar Ke Khila

Ki Woh Soche Usse Ek Farishta Mila

Dekh Kar Usko Thoda Sa Muska Le Tu

Aur DuaoMe Uski.. Mujhe Paa Le Tu

Koi Ehsaan Kar Toh Bhi Na Jata

Ek Roz Zindagi Ka Maine Pucha Pata…

Ye Kahe Zindagi…Sabke Daamann Me Hu

Bann Ke Chidiya Main Tum Sabke Aangan Me Hu

Jisko Toofan-Aandhi Se Rahat Nahi

Jisko Sone Ya Chandi Se Chahat Nahi

Kuch Chawal Ke Daane Tu Usko Khila

Apni Saanso Ko Tu Zindagi Se Mila

Saans Leta  Toh Hai Par Zindagi Lapata

Ek Roz Zindagi Ka Maine Pucha Pata…

Kehti Hai Zindagi … Kitne Chehro Me Hu

Pyaar Baat ta Jaha Aise Shehro Me Hu

Main Hu Ghum Ke Haatho Pe Khilti Hasi

Ek Laachar Ki Main Dua Me Basti

Bann Ke Insaan Pal Bhar Me Paa Le Mujhe

Girr Gayi Hu Main Tujhse…. Utha Le Mujhe

Rooh Se Teri Hokar Mera Rasta

Ek Roz Zindagi Ka Maine Pucha Pata…

Sucide

Have you ever Googled Sucide ?
Updated facebook status that "I just died" 

Have you ever walked lonely in the rain ? 
Took painkillers that wont kill the pain ?
Have you ever thought you'd gone insane ?
Coz no matter how hard you try he wud never comeback again
Have you wished atleast once god should've been on your side ?
Tell me have you ever Googled sucide ? 

Have you ever seen your love  lying on a hospital bed ?
And the Doctor came out and told you " We are sorry! He is dead"
Have you stood there frozen 
Outside the ICU ?
And remembered the last time you said " I love you" 
Have you seen his soulless body and cried like you have never cried ?
Tell me have you ever Googled Sucide ? 

Have you hugged his deadbody
And never let him go ?
And pleaded to the almighty 
" Please God! Please! Please No! "
Have ever gathered courage 
To shut his charming eyes ?
Looked at them for eternity 
And told him last goodbyes ?
Have you been forced to live
When you were dead inside ?
Tell me have you ever Googled Sucide ? 

Have you seen his cremation And wished somehow it would stop ?
The torch which was to engulf him 
Would somehow just drop ?
Have you ever tried to stop the fire
And been forced back by the crowd ?
Have your emotions choked you 
When you wanted to cry out loud ?
Have you seen him laid on the woods 
Tell me have you ever Googled Sucide ? 

Have you collected his ashes
The very next day ?
And set them free to the Ganges
When you didn't wanna give it away ?
Have you remembered only one person All the time you pray ?
And prayed that you'd die very soon and 
be with him someday ?
Have you felt that the question's so big That you cant simply avoid ?
Tell me have you ever Googled Sucide ? 

Then why do stand here and tell me
Why I should not die ?
I know you wont understand my friend 
But please please try!
One day I'll have to make a choice
One day I'll have to decide
That how many pills should I take 
To kill my death apetite
Taking pills is the easiest way I found when I Googled Sucide
Good bye all this is my last status update " Yes world I just died!"                     
                                          

Tareefe

Pariyo Sa Roop Hai… Sone Sa Rang Hai…

Ek Nazar Dekh Le Jo Bhi Woh Danng Hai…

Kehna Bhi Unse Chahu…Main Keh Nai Sakhu…

Kyun Irade Mere Na Mere Sangh Hai

Ki Taareef Unki Hai Uljhan Bhari

Lavz Bhi Kaise Dhundhu.. Hai Mushkil Badi

Jiske Jariye Main Unko Bayaan Kar Sakhu

Aisi Koi Jubaan Toh Bani hi Nahi…

Jheel Si Aankhe… Fulo Sa Chehra Khila…

Noor Jannat Ka Hai Jaise Unko Mila...

Ae Khuda .. Sadiyo Tune Tarasha Unhe

Kaise Tujhko Mili Itni Fursat Bhala…

Muskuraye Woh Bhi …Jakhmi Kare

Rooh Meri Woh Kai Baar Apni Kare

Dekh Lu Unko… Fir Dekh Paau Na Kuch

Maano Jaadu Woh Mujh Par Ruhani Kare…

Tera Kaatil Aajad Hogaya #Nirbhaya

Dekh Damini

Tera Ek Kaatil Aajad Hogaya

Ek Baar Fir Pathar Dilo Ke Haatho

Insaaf Barbad Hogaya

Jisne Tere Andar Saliya Ghusa kar

Kaha Tha "Marr Saali"

Jisne Nange Haatho Se

Thi Teri Aatadiya(Intestine) Nikali

Uss "Bacche" Ka Jaha Aabad Hogaya

Dekh...Dekh Kaanun Aandha Hai

Magar Teri Toh aankhe Hai Na

Dekh...Dekh Tera Ek Kaatil Aajad Hogaya

Maa

Teri ungli ke sahare chalna maine seekha, Maa!

bol tere hi samajh kar bolna bhi seekha, Maa!

tere honthon ki hasee ne mujhko duniya me khushi di

maan loon bhagwan tujhko ,tu ne mujhko zindagi di.

Kore panne jaisa tha main, tu ne har gunn bhar diya

main bhatakta phirta rehta, tu ne mujhko ghar diya

iss safar me jab kabhi bhi haar paas aate dikhi

sar pe mere haath rakh kar tu ne jadoo kar diya.

main akela haar jaata; bas tujhi se jeeta, Maa!

Teri ungli ke sahare chalna maine seekha, Maa!

bol tere hi samajh kar bolna bhi seekha, Maa!

Raah chalte main jo khoya, tu ne hi rasta dikhaya

rooth kar sab se jo roya, tu ne seene se lagaya

aur kabhi jab dhoop me main chalte chalte thak gaya

dhoop ko khud par bicha ke ban gai tu meri chaya.

tujh me hai Quran mera; tu hi meri Geeta, Maa!

Teri ungli ke sahare chalna maine seekha, Maa!

bol tere hi samajh kar bolna bhi seekha, Maa!

Zindagi jeene ki mujh ko tu ne aashaayen dikhai

mushkilon me main ghira jab, tu ne ummeeden jagai

aaj jo kuch bhi hoon main wo sab teri hi mehnat se

ek lamhe ki khushi bhi tere bin na raas aai.

Bin tere is zindagi ka har maza hai pheeka, Maa!

Teri ungli ke sahare chalna maine seekha, Maa!

bol tere hi samajh kar bolna bhi seekha, Maa!